vote 2008

Now therefore, be wise, O kings;
Be instructed, you judges of the earth.
Serve the LORD with fear,
And rejoice with trembling

Psalm 2:10-11


This is a very exciting season for me. I love politics and this is a very exciting election. I would love to share my heart about this. To me this election is about family. Family is the heart of life, the very core of our nation. The two biggest issues are life and the sanctity of marriage being between man and woman. It is my opinion that these issues are vital to family.

Roe V. Wade is a decree made by judges in America that legalizes the slaughtering of the unborn. All government is derived from government in heaven. Gods Kingdom does not allow the innocent to be killed. Our nation has taken a position. And as sons and daughters of the King we must arise and bring the Kingdom. We must govern and rule out of righteousness.

Barack Obama and John McCain are both great men. The truth is either man can run this country. The truth is the real hope and change America needs is found in Jesus. They are only one man. Lets arise and show the world who Jesus is. The Jesus that cares for the black boy in inner city Chicago, for the single mom without healthcare, for the family who lost their home or job, for the young men and women in Iraq, and for the unborn child whose destiny was stolen by being killed in the womb of their mother. The answer is not just up to our government, or up to one democrat or republican. As saints we are on earth to bring heaven to earth.

Only John McCain will give us judges that will vote for the rights of the unborn. This is why I am voting for John McCain. Women always have a choice to put their babies up for adoption. The unborn must have a voice and a right to life. Elections can be won by prayers! Lord let your will be done.

God I pray for righteous leaders and judges. Raise up your sons and daughters to bring justice. Life is the issue. Bring peace to our economy! I love you Jesus!

that the King may come inside

Last night I was worshiping with the Florida Outpouring and it was amazing. The King of Kings came into my room. Catherine Mullins and Andrew Phillips lead worship. They do real songs but then it turns to spontaneous. They started singing “open heaven, open gate, open wide...that the King may come inside!!!” When they started singing those words I felt the Spirit of the Living God come upon me and I got rocked. God is so good. I started imagining Jesus come to Ann Arbor. I saw Him coming into Laura’s body and setting her free of SMA (the disease we both were born with.) It was earth shattering.

The most significant thing I received in Lakeland last month was peace. The peace that goes beyond understanding. The peace that takes me to my Daddy’s embrace. I had peace before, but now I have peace unparalleled to any other time in my life.

Jesus come inside!! Come posses me!!! “Here is my heart, you can have it all.” -Kim Walker

beauty and the beast

You know those really fat markers that smell? Well those were my favorite toys ever. I would play for one for hours and hours and I wouldn’t even use it to draw. The marker would transform into whatever I want. Sometimes it was me. Other times it was a dog, Aladdin, Simba, Batman, a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle, and anything else I wanted to be. In my imagination I was always a hero. Usually I was saving a girl. I loved flying magic carpets, being a king, dodging bullets, wielding two swords, driving batmobiles, and rescuing my princess. I lived fairytales in my head relentlessly with just a marker acting them out. No bad guy would dare mess with me. I was the best and would always win.

I know that in every persons heart they have a need and desire for adventure. It is biblical. Christianity is an adventure in it self. I really thank God for those times. I believe we are all heroes. I believe God gave me all of those dreams, I just might not actually be a ninja turtle. But I am actually a prince. I have a core value where I want to live everyday with a sense of innocence and adventure, just like a boy. The Living God is inside of me and He gave me that right. My bad guys are sin, sickness, and torment. I wield the weapons of righteousness, peace, joy, power, hope, faith, and love. Because Jesus is alive I still win every battle I fight.

There was a dream in my spirit for a long time that my soul didn’t really know was there. David had to command his soul to rejoice because it wasn’t as quick as his spirit. I know that to be true in many ways. At the end of Walt Disney’s Beauty and the Beast there is an amazing scene where Beast is pulled up into the air and was transformed into the prince. At last love conquered the curse and his dream became reality. Well as a young boy my spirit captured that image and God set it in me. My soul never realized it was there. I never talked of it. I believe the reason why God gave it to me is because God wanted to show my spirit who I am, how He actually views me, and what he wants to do with me. I am that prince and love has conquered this disease by my King and it will be reality on earth. The scene was implanted in my spirit and has never let me go.

Father I ask for grace and favor to live with innocence and adventure everyday.

do things

"The difference between people who do things and people who don't do things is that people who do things, do things." - Banning Liebscher

I love this quote and I think about it a lot. It makes my soul ache. It makes me hungry. I believe there is a grace on my life to dream with God easily and believe it will happen. I dream of writing books, walking, my wedding, my wife, my kids, my ministry, my mansions, jets, living in Gods glory, having revival at The Big House, emptying the University of Michigan Hospitals, having authority over every kind of Spinal Muscular Atrophy, no wheelchair zones, families totally alive to God, seeing abortion end because our courts rule for life, true mothers and fathers, no divorce, purity, no more poverty, and for every person in the world to be in love with Jesus, to know that He is alive and that God is good. The space between dreaming with God and living that out with God as reality is the doing things.

Being in a wheelchair and not being in school and not having a job allows me to have a lot of free time to say the least. Since I turned eighteen I went to college one year and had a job another. Three of those years I was an active leader in Young Life ministry. This most recent year I tried moving to Redding, CA to go to Bethel School of Supernatural Ministry and ended up in the hospital and decided to come home. I spent the following month trying to figure out what happened, and then ended up in the operating room because I had a testicular torsion. By the time I got over that 2007 was over. On some days I felt like I have done nothing and have had no breakthrough with in the four years of radically following God. But let me tell you that is a lie. God is so good and so big He turns everything into good. God is full of grace and I must lean into Him, I must live for His voice. He is what fills me with love and grace. In all my failures and success He is what keeps me going. I have received both breakthrough and blessing. I could write a book just about how blessed I am. But there is more.

The term "do things" captures me. I must step into more grace and more favor. Risk more. Play harder. Rest efficiently. Love deeply. Pray unceasingly. Burst forth. Steward faithfully. Live powerfully. Give generously. Impossible dreaming. Walk innocently. Stand tall. Righteous living. Bring freedom. Knock harder. No guilt. Become knowledgeable. Cry mercy. Pursue abundantly. Rise again. Joyful always. Listen closer. Fight boldly. Sing praise. Capture thoughts. Review promises. Obey immediately. Worship recklessly. Offer sacrificially. Release presence. Honor others. Appreciate beauty. Clean messes. Defeat discouragement. Serve unselfishly. Command life. Hide nothing. Offense free. Declare victory. Believe passionately. Read bible. Encourage daily. Seek truth. Deeper friendships. Dance wildly. Be still. Give thanks. Peace domination. Relentlessly persist. Decree wisely. Bless all. Desire Him. Conquer fear. Shout loudly. Have compassion. Encounter Him. Be changed.

I won't settle for anything less than to live in my inheritance that Jesus bought for me. As His son, prince, and lover it is my privilege and responsibility to be free of all sin, disease, and torment. Through grace impacting and disciplining families, cities, and nations. To bring freedom to broken hearts, healing the sick, raising the dead, and casting out devils.

we have a measureless and boundless God

God is good beyond anything we could dream or ask. I was listening to the newest Bethel sermon and at the end Bill prayed a very powerful prayer. He said "God we ask for greater anointing and greater revelation." It really is that simple. Any problem that we come against we already have the answer to it. This includes all disease, all poverty, all broken hearts, and all lost hope.

I really believe the more revelation we receive of God's goodness the more we are able to conquer darkness as a church. In fact, this is all His idea. The more revelation we receive that we are a royal priesthood, and that we are called by name as His sons and daughters the more powerful we become. He is our Daddy. He has more love for us than we could ever understand. We need to be saturated in His love for us. It must become a part of every fiber of our being. The more we realize how much our Daddy loves us the more faith we have to beat the stuff. We already know what His will is; it is on earth as in heaven. We really need to get that. The next revelation we need is that we have the power and authority. It is our responsibility to bring heaven to earth. To many people pray and ask God for something that He has commanded us to do. He commanded us to heal the sick, raise the dead, cleanse lepers, and cast out demons. That was not a suggestion. The church needs to realize that we are the answer. As a church we must understand that God has called us to live in right relationship with Him. Jesus set the standard.

“How far will you let me go, how abandoned will you let me be…”

I love that line in Misty Edward’s song. It makes me so hungry. I’m going after Him, the nations, cities, and the hearts of the people.

He is

I want to fall more in love with my King. He is my God. He is my Savior, Healer, and my Deliverer. He is my passion. He is my fire. He is my courage. He is my Judge and brings me my justice. He is my power and authority. He is my grace. He is my hope. He is my breath. He is my joy. He is my song. He is my provision. He is my victory. He is my home. He is my best friend. He is my experience. He is my strength. He is my giver. He is my sender. He is my giant killer and mountain remover. He is my peace. He is my hunger. He is my God who invades the impossible. He is my Father. He is my comfort. He is my teacher. He is my purity. He is my innocence. He is my adventure. He is my history maker. He is my dream. He is the Spirit that took residence in me. He is my compassion. He is my promise keeper. He is my Jesus, defeating sin, disease, and torment. He is my good news. He is my beauty. He is my connection. He is my heart softener, my soul piercer. He is my redeemer. He is my faith. He is my commander. He is my boldness. He is my creator. He is my helper. He is my above and beyond, my abundance. He is my finisher. He is my reason to worship, my reason to live. He is my honor. He is my worth. He is my identity. He is my amazing. He is my lover. He is good always. He is alive.

Jesus I love you. I give you my spirit, soul, and body.

What is your grid?

My freshman year of college was intense. It was amazing and so hard at the same time. It was hard because it was a time my body was becoming much weaker, and amazing what God did to fill me with life. I decided to attend Concordia University, a small Lutheran school. I had lots of fun meeting new people, and enjoyed my speech class. But I found life in Young Life.

My senior year of high school I met a bunch of Young Life leaders who changed my life. Young Life is an organization of college age or older people that become leaders and share the love of Jesus with high school kids. Well immediately I knew I wanted to be a leader, so I started training my first semester of college. I met many life long friends. But aside from Young Life, me, a leader Mike Prentice, and two junior guys at Saline, Steve Nelson and James Strasburg met every Sunday night for man time. It was by far my favorite time of every week. It was a time of intentionally loving each other, sharing and fighting for our hearts, and there was an exchange of life. We pursued Jesus together. It ignited fire and passion in my heart. I learned so much that year.

One Sunday night we shared what we thought what our kingdoms or destiny would be. I shared I would get married, that me and my wife would have a family and be very happy. That was basically it. I figured that because of my situation our marriage would be so special and unique. I used to dream of having my wife take care of me and me fighting for her heart, and that everyday we would be thankful for everything. There was a time I was thankful for my disease, I was confused, it taught me to depend on God, to rest, to be patient and thankful. Well after I went Mike shared his, he also wanted to get married. But that morning a lady in his church told him he would do amazing things for God. Mike shared that with us and he knew that with his wife they would do miracles and crazy stuff. When he said this it felt liked the Holy Spirit grabbed me and never let go.

Over the next year living with Mike I realized that my dream was good but it was not big enough. I realized not to value my disease but to value me. This is is still happening because I have not known life without it. I learned God is so good that he uses all for His good. He is so good that despite my disease He gave me grace to learn the lifestyle of being thankful. That dream marriage and family is going to happen, it will be special and unique but not because of my disease, because its Jesus that makes it special and real. My grid was way off. I now dream of healing the sick and raising the dead, traveling all around the word. It is our responsibility to invade the impossible.